She can literally feel "it" coming.
"I'd start to feel breathless and experience hot flushes, and then images of making out with someone, anyone, will flash through my mind," says Ms Connie Chew.
The self-confessed sex addict is talking about when the urge hits her. And she has to fulfil it, one way or another.
But she has paid a price for her addiction.
The 37-year-old woman is twice divorced and she was fired from her last job after an indiscretion was exposed.
It took Ms Chew almost two years before she found another job early this year.
The slightly plump woman was unwilling to go into details about her new job.
"It's not something I want to discuss. Talking about my sex addiction is hard as it is," she says softly.
Only "a very close friend" knows of her addiction.
She says: "I don't feel comfortable telling people I love. I don't want to be called a slut or a nympho.
"Men can talk about it. But look, I am a woman and Asians are conservative no matter how you argue otherwise."
But sex, Ms Chew says, has become a dependency. One that she claims relieves her of stress and pain every time something goes wrong.
She goes on the prowl for men - mostly younger than her - at nightclubs, usually on weekends. She also indulges in cybersex and uses sex toys when she is "unable to find a man".
"Masturbation helps me to relax and makes it easier for me to face the day," she says.
Ms Chew becomes silent for a while, then looks to her church counsellor, who had arranged this interview, and takes a deep breath before saying: "Do you know what's my best, or should I say, worst track record?"
"I'd start to feel breathless and experience hot flushes, and then images of making out with someone, anyone, will flash through my mind," says Ms Connie Chew.
The self-confessed sex addict is talking about when the urge hits her. And she has to fulfil it, one way or another.
But she has paid a price for her addiction.
The 37-year-old woman is twice divorced and she was fired from her last job after an indiscretion was exposed.
It took Ms Chew almost two years before she found another job early this year.
The slightly plump woman was unwilling to go into details about her new job.
"It's not something I want to discuss. Talking about my sex addiction is hard as it is," she says softly.
Only "a very close friend" knows of her addiction.
She says: "I don't feel comfortable telling people I love. I don't want to be called a slut or a nympho.
"Men can talk about it. But look, I am a woman and Asians are conservative no matter how you argue otherwise."
But sex, Ms Chew says, has become a dependency. One that she claims relieves her of stress and pain every time something goes wrong.
She goes on the prowl for men - mostly younger than her - at nightclubs, usually on weekends. She also indulges in cybersex and uses sex toys when she is "unable to find a man".
"Masturbation helps me to relax and makes it easier for me to face the day," she says.
Ms Chew becomes silent for a while, then looks to her church counsellor, who had arranged this interview, and takes a deep breath before saying: "Do you know what's my best, or should I say, worst track record?"
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